Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Confusion

So here's an update in my world....

Life sucks!

Friends?! I put myself in this position and kick myself in the ass for it. No emotions, that was the agreement...dammit! Why do I care so much?

"I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind"
-"Run Away" by Linkin Park

ARGH...on a different note, just bought Linkin Park "Live in Texas"...going to watch the DVD after Seinfeld. Gotta love Linkin Park though...pay attention to the lyrics. Here's another one for you...

"Crawling" by Linkin Park

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing what is real
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/confusing what is real

"Run Away" and "Crawling" from


GOOD NIGHT!

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