How much of a friend can I be?

I have a friend who is going through a ROUGH time in his life. Another friend called me up and asked if I talked to him lately. I've called him, left him messages, even left my phone number on his voicemail in case he needed to talk. I've heard he's been crashing and that scares me. I've offered my help, but no call backs. Whether he realizes it or not, there are people who care and depend on him being well. ARGH, do I just give up or wait til he comes around? I'm not stalking, not obsessed, just want to be a friend and make sure he doesn't go off the deep end...hope it's not too late!

Unconcious Mutterings

Week 81

Lunanina says and I say...

1. Olympics:: Gold
   
2. Wicked:: Witch
   
3. Intoxicating:: Euphoric
   
4. Radical:: Party
   
5. Misinformed:: Lost
   
6. Triplets:: Cingluar boys
   
7. Coronation:: Queen
   
8. Asimov:: Issac
   
9. Contemporary:: Modern
   
10. 1:: Number
    

More Linkin Park

We all interpret lyrics differently...this is one I can relate to somewhat right now.

"Somewhere I Belong" by Linkin Park
from

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I'd let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didnt fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everwhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to loose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain til its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something Ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
till I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something Ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong

Somewhere I belong

Confusion

So here's an update in my world....

Life sucks!

Friends?! I put myself in this position and kick myself in the ass for it. No emotions, that was the agreement...dammit! Why do I care so much?

"I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind"
-"Run Away" by Linkin Park

ARGH...on a different note, just bought Linkin Park "Live in Texas"...going to watch the DVD after Seinfeld. Gotta love Linkin Park though...pay attention to the lyrics. Here's another one for you...

"Crawling" by Linkin Park

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing what is real
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/confusing what is real

"Run Away" and "Crawling" from


GOOD NIGHT!

Unconcious Mutterings

Week 79

A week late, but better late than never.

Lunanina says and I say...

1. Sting:: Bee
   
2. BMW:: 3-Series
   
3. Jeremy:: Sharky's
   
4. Audacious:: Great
   
5. Drag Queen:: Cher
   
6. Title:: Miss
   
7. Stamp:: Postage
   
8. Bad:: Good
   
9. Snow White:: Seven Dwarves
   
10. Delegate:: Vote
    

Unconcious Mutterings

Week 78

Lunanina says and I say...

1. Testicles:: Balls
   
2. Ribald:: Huh? I need to look up the definition.
   
3. Auction:: Sell
   
4. Inch:: Yard
   
5. Tony:: Hawk
   
6. Phony:: Fake
   
7. Stool:: Bar
   
8. Coyote:: Ugly
   
9. Cinderella:: Glass Slipper
   
10. Battery:: Park